1
He would have listened to the rest, but he had an
appointment to keep. She had promised to
meet him near the gardens, where the man with the boil sold the
chrysanthemums. She would be
waiting. He had to hurry. He was gone.
2
I keep finding these books on the bus. A few months ago I was taking the 48 to Green
Lake, and as I was about to get off I saw this book sitting on one of the empty
seats. I mentioned the book to the bus
driver as I showed him my transfer, and he told me to give him the book. He said there was a crazy old guy who rode
the 48 a lot, some school teacher type who smelled like Night Train. The guy liked to steal books from libraries,
and after he finished them he’d leave them on the bus.
As I
reached down to pick up the book I noticed the title: India’s Transition to a Modern State. I opened the cover, and sure enough there was
a stamp for the Broadview Public Library inside. The driver said he’d take the book to the
lost and found at the base. He’d once
tried to take the books back to the libraries himself, but there were too many
of them, from too many different libraries.
3
“Govind Pant Bundele was probably born in Peshwas
around 1710. He was the founder of the
city of Sagar, which he created in the midst of lands awarded to him by
Majaraja Chhastrasal. He served as
Military General of Peshwas from 1733 to his death in 1761. He was killed in the battle of Panipat, in
which he mistakenly entered the enemy camp under the impression that it was
held by the Marathas. Govind Pant
Bundele’s role in the Battle of Panipat has long been a source of controversy
among scholars.
“Whatever
his true character as a statesman, it is certain that Govind came from a
village named Nevare in Maharashtra, and that he was born with the name Govind Ballal
Kher. His family were honored Brahmins
in that village, and his father acted as a Kulkarni, or record keeper, in that
place. Govind would have inherited this
post from his father, but his ambition and propensity for wandering would put
him at odds with this occupation.”
4
“There
is a bull for every age,” he said to the boy.
“During
the first age the bull stands upon four legs, for this is the age of
righteousness.
“During
the second age the bull stands upon three legs, for even though most men of the
second age are still righteous, some of them have fallen into evil practices.
“During
the third age the bull stands upon two legs, for this is the present age, and
man has drifted far from ceremony and the pursuit of wisdom.
“During
the fourth age the bull has only a single leg to stand upon, and the world of
men grows very dark. It is at the end of
this age that the gods return to us, and the race of men is abolished.
“This
is so,” he said, “Because everything that is has been before, and will be
again. Man falls into error, and the
gods destroy, so that they may create anew.
Even if the world were ended with the reading of a book, there would be
another book for creating the world anew.
Do you understand?”
“Yes,”
said the boy, “I understand.”
5
“As part of the Maratha forces, Govind would have
been familiar with French artillery and the vagaries of war on horseback. Some of this familiarity would have stemmed
from his years of tutelage under the esteemed Malharrao Holkar and Antaji
Mankeshwar.
“Scholars
are divided over the role Govind played at Panipat. Some sources indicate that Govind did little
to affect the course of events once the fighting was underway. Other sources condemn his ineptitude, and lay
the blame for defeat squarely upon Govind Pant’s shoulders. Scholars are still debating these two
possibilities, and the byzantine nature of power relationships between the
Marathas only serves to confuse the issue.
Making Govind responsible for the defeat diminishes the role of others
present during the battle, and disregarding him entirely begs the question as
to why he was there in the first place.”
6
Later on I saw the crazy old guy who’d left the book. Can’t explain how I knew it was him. I just looked at him and I knew. He was reading another book: Balkan Politics Since the Second World War. He did look like some kind of school teacher,
or some kind of professor. He smelled
like fortified wine and his own piss. I
half expected him to leave the book he was reading on the seat, but instead he
took it with him, getting off the bus near Safeco Field.
As the
bus pulled away from the curb I watched him walk up First and disappear around
a corner. He had long white hair and a
white beard, and the most striking pair of eyes I had ever seen. He walked strangely. He wore a gray tweed jacket over a red
cashmere sweater, with a pair of worn out charcoal-colored slacks and – most incongruously
– a pair of brown hiking boots.
For a
moment I speculated as to his destination.
Another library, perhaps? But no,
the closest library was in the International District, and he was going the
wrong way for that. Maybe a shelter
somewhere. Lots of those near Pioneer
Square. Maybe a park.
Who
knows where all these people go? They
pass before us and are soon gone. It is
tempting to try to reconstruct their histories, but who really knows? Maybe the only person who really knows that
crazy old man’s story is the crazy old man himself. And even me – what am I? Perhaps only a set of impressions that just
as quickly pass away.
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